Fantasy Lover

Unfortunately not on Netflix here

I'm struggling with a depression and I'm going back to a psychiatry after my Internship, my mom feels like I'm running away from my problems. Gee, thanks for the support mom s/

@Artemis I think you'll like "watson" on bps. It fills in the void

I am so sorry this is happening to your country

Okay, but Lia Thomas came fifth! And she was tied to a sore loser who's responsible for banning trans people in sports. Imagine your ego being so fragile that you ruin a whole demographic by banning their acces to sports, it's no excuse!

I thought everyone knew to which place it refers

The one and only 😌

You mean beans, right?

Indeed

It's a combination between her being sick and not enough funding

And I see this forum is a graveyard again, to go hibernate again

Having SAD sucks, I have trouble being alone again. The same thoughts that plagued me a year ago plague me again today: I feel so lonely, I have to no one to come home to and the only one who's waiting for me is my cat. I miss having people around me, I miss being able to eat at the psychiatry because groceries are expensive. So I took matters in my own hand, I asked my grandparents if I can stay during next week school holiday. I'll have company and free food. it'll be a nice break from school, studying, shores, responsibilities and uncertainty/stress I have regarding my income. Because I feel like quiting school but I can't afford to quit, I know it's just my pessimism speaking. I just need some R and R and I'll feel ready for school again

I'm soooo mad at my school, the school psychologist comes ONE day every two weeks!!! Tell me how you don't give a damn about the wellbeing of your students without telling me you don't give a damn about the wellbeing of your students. How is that person hired? How is she the only one and not swamped by requests from students? This is sooo irresponsible, I'm going to file a complaint! This is such a bad idea to have someone as necessary as a school psychologist come so little. Like why? I don't understand

I know that having kids is no guarantee, that's why I'm also considering foster care. You can do that until your 60's I think

It's weird that this didn't happen yet, it should have happened at several times the last few years but it didn't happen until yesterday. My biggest fear is to become one of those people who are found months after they died, yesterday I saw my future on tv. Old, alone, no social network, and the only company that comes was the cleaner. And that triggered me, what was weird because a few family members had a brush of death and I've thought about my future without my relatives several times now, none of that triggered me. It's like I didn't want to confront that thought, it was only until I saw that old man that I triggered that fear. I don't want that to be my future. So I feel my options to prevent that are: dating a mom, foster care or adoption. The first option seems the easiest one, and after I graduate and have a job I can save for a home