Fantasy Lover

Unfortunately not on Netflix here

I'm struggling with a depression and I'm going back to a psychiatry after my Internship, my mom feels like I'm running away from my problems. Gee, thanks for the support mom s/

@Artemis I think you'll like "watson" on bps. It fills in the void

I am so sorry this is happening to your country

Okay, but Lia Thomas came fifth! And she was tied to a sore loser who's responsible for banning trans people in sports. Imagine your ego being so fragile that you ruin a whole demographic by banning their acces to sports, it's no excuse!

I thought everyone knew to which place it refers

The one and only 😌

You mean beans, right?

Indeed

It's a combination between her being sick and not enough funding

And I see this forum is a graveyard again, to go hibernate again

Having SAD sucks, I have trouble being alone again. The same thoughts that plagued me a year ago plague me again today: I feel so lonely, I have to no one to come home to and the only one who's waiting for me is my cat. I miss having people around me, I miss being able to eat at the psychiatry because groceries are expensive. So I took matters in my own hand, I asked my grandparents if I can stay during next week school holiday. I'll have company and free food. it'll be a nice break from school, studying, shores, responsibilities and uncertainty/stress I have regarding my income. Because I feel like quiting school but I can't afford to quit, I know it's just my pessimism speaking. I just need some R and R and I'll feel ready for school again

I'm soooo mad at my school, the school psychologist comes ONE day every two weeks!!! Tell me how you don't give a damn about the wellbeing of your students without telling me you don't give a damn about the wellbeing of your students. How is that person hired? How is she the only one and not swamped by requests from students? This is sooo irresponsible, I'm going to file a complaint! This is such a bad idea to have someone as necessary as a school psychologist come so little. Like why? I don't understand

I know that having kids is no guarantee, that's why I'm also considering foster care. You can do that until your 60's I think

It's weird that this didn't happen yet, it should have happened at several times the last few years but it didn't happen until yesterday. My biggest fear is to become one of those people who are found months after they died, yesterday I saw my future on tv. Old, alone, no social network, and the only company that comes was the cleaner. And that triggered me, what was weird because a few family members had a brush of death and I've thought about my future without my relatives several times now, none of that triggered me. It's like I didn't want to confront that thought, it was only until I saw that old man that I triggered that fear. I don't want that to be my future. So I feel my options to prevent that are: dating a mom, foster care or adoption. The first option seems the easiest one, and after I graduate and have a job I can save for a home

I hate my government, I hate the austerity they're implementing. Case in point: the fact that the unemployment benefits are being cut after two years. And of course some keyboard warriors say that they just need to find a job, but some of those people are 60, it's harder for them to find a job. Some of them do not qualify for government benefits, they are not the people who are too lazy to work! People are going to get evicted and end up homeless! And that is "the law" as an actor said in a play "the law is not human." And the law said during our history: owning slaves was legal, harbouring jews was illegal, homoseksuality was illegal. The law is not a good indicator of what is right and wrong!

Really? I got the tip to breathe through my nose from the assistant. Which works wonders actually

It looks amazing!

I hate going to the dentist, I don't feel my face due to the sedation! I have a terrible gag reflex so I don't like it when they put certain things in my mouth. My next time is in februari, so I'm glad I don't have to go till the end of the year

I see. How annoying

Post pictures if it’s ready!

I see Back on topic, people who still ask for directions and not use google maps, boomers I understand but millenials? It's 2026 in a few months, for crying out loud! Technology is a thing, use it!

Things are different here, there are three different kind of nursing careers you can study for. I'm studying for the easiest one: nurse assistant. Which means I'll prepare sandwiches, change sheets, preparing the table to eat at and such

Okay but why is it acceptable for biological males and women like Fred Phelps and Usain Bolt to excel at their respective sports, but not transgenders?

Another update: I'm going back to school to work in health care. And I'm regretting it, some of the teachers aren't good. We're barely rehearsing the material and it's test after test. It's overwhelming me, but I have no idea what else I should do. And living on unemployment benefits isn't an option because my awful government decided to give two years to find a job or else you lose your unemployment benefits. Thankfully I have sick benefits now, but I have to visit my health insurance company every once in a while to say I'm still not 100%. So every visit is stressful because you never know if they decide you aren't sick enough and you lose your benefits. So great times ahead /s